Soft Machine feeling for a point of intersection
Yesterday Trish & I went to Pizza Hut for lunch, & she drove. After she got up in the morning, she took a shower. Days off we have cereal for breakfast, so I finished the toasty-o's while she opened the Rice Krispies we bought in Great Falls the last time that we were there. Around 9:30 we went to Waste Fargo to cash our mid-month checks from Karen. We picked up my Scientology-fucking Risperdal at the drugstore on the way home.
Trish drove around 10 to 11. When we arrived, no one else was there, so Trish got her parking spot. We stayed until 1:00, drinking Diet Pepsi, until the cars cleaned out. She had a little bit of trouble parking. She wants to park too far out into the street, 'cause she's afraid of hitting the curb.
After we returned, we went over to Albertson's, to pick up some toilet paper, flour shells, pads, & milk. We had a snack of quesadillos for supper, then I switched off the TV for an hour, so Trish could read "Relayer". Her impression is that it's still too much of a Star Trek story. I'll try to fix that today, & when I have the rewrite done, resub it to Critters, with a note saying that I need to make it Analog-y.
I called Fred while Trish read, & talked about Star Trek. I had difficulty remembering who the producer was.
Trish wanted sex last night, in spite of the fact that she was spotting. She doesn't normally let me have sex during her period, so she must've been pretty horney. I had to resort to the Kim fantasy to become aroused. It's like, I still have enough haldol in my blood (& the blood is in my head) to cause me to have problems with impotence. I suppose that, if this is the only way I can please Trish, & I don't tell her about it, it's OK, but I'm afraid of acting out. I'm hopeful that things will change in a couple more months, once I'm completely switched over to Abilify. I certainly love my Bumble Bee Girl, it's just that the fantasy is so exciting -- mostly 'cause the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence; if I were to divorce Trish & marry Kim -- a nightmare Trish had a couple weeks ago -- I'd get bored with Kim fast enough. I just hope she doesn't make one of her unscheduled stops this afternoon. We want to tell her to phone first, but her deafness makes this a problem. Perky Pam suggested writing a note, & it's in the filing cabinet. I'm not going to let some deaf, dumb & blonde girl ruin our marriage.
Trish drove around 10 to 11. When we arrived, no one else was there, so Trish got her parking spot. We stayed until 1:00, drinking Diet Pepsi, until the cars cleaned out. She had a little bit of trouble parking. She wants to park too far out into the street, 'cause she's afraid of hitting the curb.
After we returned, we went over to Albertson's, to pick up some toilet paper, flour shells, pads, & milk. We had a snack of quesadillos for supper, then I switched off the TV for an hour, so Trish could read "Relayer". Her impression is that it's still too much of a Star Trek story. I'll try to fix that today, & when I have the rewrite done, resub it to Critters, with a note saying that I need to make it Analog-y.
I called Fred while Trish read, & talked about Star Trek. I had difficulty remembering who the producer was.
Trish wanted sex last night, in spite of the fact that she was spotting. She doesn't normally let me have sex during her period, so she must've been pretty horney. I had to resort to the Kim fantasy to become aroused. It's like, I still have enough haldol in my blood (& the blood is in my head) to cause me to have problems with impotence. I suppose that, if this is the only way I can please Trish, & I don't tell her about it, it's OK, but I'm afraid of acting out. I'm hopeful that things will change in a couple more months, once I'm completely switched over to Abilify. I certainly love my Bumble Bee Girl, it's just that the fantasy is so exciting -- mostly 'cause the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence; if I were to divorce Trish & marry Kim -- a nightmare Trish had a couple weeks ago -- I'd get bored with Kim fast enough. I just hope she doesn't make one of her unscheduled stops this afternoon. We want to tell her to phone first, but her deafness makes this a problem. Perky Pam suggested writing a note, & it's in the filing cabinet. I'm not going to let some deaf, dumb & blonde girl ruin our marriage.
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